Friday, June 23, 2006

Hurray

So, it is now official that I'm a supervisor. It's kind of exciting because it'll be something new. But I passed that test I had to take, so it's all good now. Anywho, not much else has been going on. I am so so stressed about school. On Monday I have a test, on Tuesday I have a lab practical and on Wednesday I have a quiz. I know that it's a summer class and that we basically have learn a semester worth of stuff in 10 weeks, but still...it's stressful. I'm really excited for Wednesday for the scavenger hunt and when Pirates comes out! I got those days off from work, so now I don't have to worry about going to work dead or missing it all together...yay!

Well, that's pretty much it for now...I hope everyone is having a good summer!

Loves around...

Friday, June 16, 2006

Woot?

K, so...I FINALLY got trained on at least counting the drawers tonight and now all I have to do is take the test and I'll officially be a supervisor. Hopefully it will be easier for me to get transferred this way too.

I really hate my Anatomy teacher. He's kind of a prick and I'm really scared I'm going to fail AGAIN. Blah. Oh well. I've been kind of bummed out lately. A lot of things have been going on that I don't really want to talk about, and I'm also a little bummed out that I haven't really seen much of my friends lately. But hopefully I'll be able to see everyone on the 28th, but who knows. I'll keep my fingers crossed and check my schedule tomorrow.

Anyway, that's about all for now. I'll talk to you all later...

Loves around...

Help me get away from myself...

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like...what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Wonderful...

Today wasn't too bad. I didn't have to be at work until 6 tonight, but I had to stay an hour later because of the mess the store was in. Also, I was helping Selina, one of my managers carry up the cash drawers and we're getting another Front End Manager who was originally in our housewares department. They were training her how to do the drawers last night, and she mentioned that I should be keys too (which is the same thing as a Front End Manager). So Selina asked me if I wanted to maybe do it, and I said okay just because I want to be on good terms with everyone. So, after tomorrow, I might be a supervisor for the Front End (which is kind of cool, but stress can be bad...haha).

Anyway, with no school and working later in the day, I've been catching up on my sleep. Hopefully I'll get into the swing of going to school 9 hours a week and going to work 34 hours a week. I also want to get transferred to the Greeley store so I don't have to work at the damn dining hall again.

Well, that's about all for now. Talk to you all later!

Loves around...

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Oy..

So, work was shall we say interesting today. I got caught up in this thing at work that everyone is calling the Ashleigh-Ashley drama. Ashley (who is no longer with Bed, Bath and Beyond) is dating Ashleigh's fiance's best friend and Ashley basically told the entire store that she cheated on him. Ashleigh eventually found out and asked me and a few others if it was true. I, along with the others confirmed it. Well, with some sort of miscommunication/misunderstanding it somehow got around that I volunteered the information to Ashleigh and then Ashley somehow got wind that that's what happened and now hates my guts. She called my friend/co-worker Claudia asking for my phone number. Claudia so generously told her that she didn't have it (even though she does) and tried to explain to her that I didn't just volunteer the information to Ashleigh and that someone else told her about it and I just confirmed the information. Well, Ashley came in the store today to pick up her paycheck and let's just say it's a good thing it was slow and we had another cashier because I had to book it to the floor so she wouldn't see me. She did see me, though, and according to my friend/co-worker, Kristine, she gave me a really dirty look.

Well, I hung out with Ashleigh in her department for awhile and then she was going to go to Ashley and just explain the situation to her, but Ashley had already left and I was given the okay to go back to my register. Thankfully Ashley lives in Brighton so she won't be coming back. But yeah, I was definitely scared for my life for a moment, and I told my manager the story and he said he has my back if she ever came in again because he doesn't think I did anything wrong and neither does anyone else. I wasn't the only one who confirmed the information about it and in hindsight, I should have just told Ashleigh that I didn't know anything about it. Oh well.

Well, I have to be back at work tomorrow at 9, so I should probably get to bed. I hope everyone had a good day!

Loves around...