End of year stress...woot

Why do teachers have to make everything due on the same day? I literally have 3 different things due tomorrow and they are all in the same class...that's just plain cruel. I'm feeling a little more relieved though because I got a lot of stuff done and most of it is due tomorrow. The most stressful thing now is finishing up a book that I have barely started and getting a reading log going for it. I also have my lab practical and a lesson plan due next week, and some stuff for another class that will be due the following day. Hopefully by finals week everything should be okay.

Today has sort of been a crappy day though. Everyone seems sad (myself included). I'm sad because I'm sort of coming to the realization that even though this house sucks, once we all move out we are all pretty much separating. After 2 years of living together and only having a few weeks left makes me sad. I know that next year I'll have a semester each with Chris and Garrick, but then we all graduate. You guys all have to promise to keep in touch once we're done with school. Hopefully our lives won't be too busy. Anyway, I hope everyone is coping well with all this stress that's going on and that everyone gets happier.

Loves around...

Whatever...

I am in the worst mood ever. I'm just really sick of everything. I'm sick of life not going how I want it, I'm sick of school, I'm sick of TK, and I'm getting sick of feeling like I'm not allowed to be in a crappy mood and just be miserable without people having to call me on it. Along with this crappy weather for April, I didn't get the job I wanted and of course they call and tell me. I would have rather they just didn't call and let the people who didn't get it find out by lack of phone call instead of hearing the monotone voice saying "we appreciate you coming in and talking to us, but unfortunately we don't have a position available to you." (that would be translated to "you would suck at this job"). I also got the shocked "what!?'s" from my parents because they were so certain that I would get it...yeah, another downer. Then I get a lecture from a friend that I shouldn't work at the dining hall anymore and that there are so many opportunities out there for me and that I should just quit TK and find another job. Yeah, easier said than done. Right now I think I just want to make my life as easy as possible and just go back to the job that I already have instead of getting a dozen more disappointing phone calls telling me that there are no positions available to me.

Whatever...things will look tomorrow I suppose.

But I'm le tired...

For some reason or another I've just been completely wiped out these past couple of days. All I want to do is lie in bed and watch a movie...or sleep. Tomorrow I have my job interview with Academic Support and Advising. I really hope I get it because I really want to quit TK at the end of the year. Hopefully things will work out with that.

Not much else going on. I'm still trying to figure out a nice way to tell Damien that I really don't want to hang out that much anymore. I just think it's a bad sign when you make plans to hang out with someone and then you dread it. I just think I'm trying to force something that's not there and it makes it bad for both of us.

I'm excited to go home this weekend for Easter. I also get to get my new driver's license...yay! But other than that, not much else has been going on. I haven't blogged in awhile so I don't know if any of you will even read this...haha