Some contemplation...

No one is invincible. Bad things can happen to anyone at anytime. I just read one of my good friend's blog on MySpace and learned that she was in a really bad car accident with 2 other guys...and all 3 of them walked away from it with barely a scratch. They were all wearing their seatbelts, they were all sober, it was just a freak thing that was a result of lack of warning and a fork in the road. I'm glad they are all okay...but it makes you think that if it can happen to one of your friends, it can definitely happen to you too. As soon as I read that and what she wrote since she is taking this as a huge second chance since they could have easily died in that accident...you don't realize how much you're risking just by simply driving to the grocery store, or anywhere.

It's hard to imagine that everytime you sit behind the wheel or get in the car with anyone, that you're risking your life. Anything can happen between here and King Soopers. You hear of all these accidents and go "aw, that's too bad...I hope they'll be okay." But when it happens to one of your own friends your thinking changes a bit because it hits so close to home. That could have easily been anyone of us. And that's a scary thought. After hearing what happened to her, I'm definitely going to be a lot more cautious behind the wheel and a lot more cautious as to who I want to get in the car with. I hope all of you will do the same. This time they got lucky. But what about next time, God forbid there is one. Cars are dangerous, even though it's hard to think of them that way.

Well, that's it basically. I hope everyone is careful when driving wherever they're going today. Have a good weekend.

Loves around...

Oh nice...RELIEF!

So, Garrick told us tonight that he's deciding to live with us afterall....all I can say is...WHEW! I was so worried about that. I know I kept saying that apart of me didn't want him to decide on yes...but now that he has I don't know why I was saying that. This way there isn't any conflict...it's just like how it was...which is good. I'm so glad he's staying with us. Senior year will hopefully be easier because as of right now, it's just going to be me and Chris. AND NO MORE WOODY INVESTMENTS! YAY!

Well, that's pretty much all for now. I should go back to reading my (shudder) book for Women's Studies. It really isn't that bad...just that one part...haha. Kara knows what I'm talking about.
Anywho, I hope everyone has a fantastic night! Chris, don't get sucked into the TV!

Loves around...

In the words of Chris...this is a FUCK!

This may be slightly long so bear with me...especially since you all know what's been going on. First off, I am furious with Garrick and you all know why (I usually don't name names in my blog, but whatever). He's such a hypocrite because he's doing the exact same thing Emily did, which is running and hiding and not bucking up and actually facing the problem. Grr! He sent me a facebook message last night explaining himself, but I simply told him that he was really low and that he's no better than Emily. I also told him that if he actually does not live with us next year, I will think of him the same way I think of Emily (which is far from flattering). In a way, he's worse than Emily because at least with her it was expected. With him, it was like "what the fuck, Garrick?" Especially since he knows what it's like to go through this kind of thing...he was obviously the one who was pissed about it the most because he was the one going to take them all to court, and he turns around and does the exact same thing! I just can't even think straight I am so pissed off!

And I'm serious on the fact that if he doesn't live with us next year, I don't want anything more to do with him. And it might suck for high school friends too because I'm sure they're going to be inviting Garrick to our summerly rituals, and Chris and I don't want to see him. Ugh, whatever, I'm about to the point where I could care less if I ever see him again. There is still a chance for him to change everything, but unless he keeps avoiding us and doesn't try and at least sit down with us and talk about it and decide to actually live with us, I'm done. I'll never want to talk to him again or see him again. I don't think this kind of thing is forgiveable if followed through.

Well, that's my rant. Sorry for giving you guys what you already know. I hope you all have a good day!

Loves around...

There's always something at 1031...

Well, last night was awesome. Thank you to everyone, you all gave me the greatest birthday ever! I had so much fun! But of course, the did need to come to an end, and with that came blahness...that's right blahness!

Long story short: Emily's not paying rent (surprise surprise). A few days ago we learned that we are now responsible for Ian's rent (surprise surprise). We were going to take Emily to court, but when we found out about Ian, and that Kristine said that all she was going to take from us is our security deposits, we decided that it would be too much hassle to take both Emily and Ian to court (especially since I talked to Kristine today and she said she deposits those right when she gets it, so we really aren't losing anything, we just aren't gaining anything either). Of course, now we have a 3:1 disagreement, because one of us still wants to take them both to court. And he can if he wants to, I just don't want any part of it and neither do the other two. I just hope this doesn't turn into a big fight with us because things were going very well for quite awhile and I really don't want anymore tension and I'm sure neither does anyone else. I just hope it all works out in the end, which it always does.

But, I think the real reason we wanted to take Emily to court in the first place was for revenge, and that's not a really good or mature way to take someone to court. I believe karma's a real bitch and I think karma is going to do a number on her at some point in time.

Sorry for this post. I know all of you know this...but I'm just getting my frustration out. I really hope this doesn't turn out to be a big thing. I'm sure we can all talk civally tomorrow and work something out. On that note...I have work tomorrow! Blah! I should go to bed. I hope everyone had a good weekend!

Loves around...

It's 8:00 in the morning Grandma!!!

Yay, today is my birthday! Today will be much fun! But, of course, the day started off to a sleepy start because my grandma decided to call me at 8:00 this morning while I was pleasantly asleep. It's not her fault though because my mom told her to call me and failed to inform her that I have no classes today! Blah! Oh well, it was nice that my grandma called me.

I am so excited for tonight though! I can't wait for Mila to come, that's going to be fun yet partially interesting...haha. I hope Kara didn't get too sick...:( That would make all sorts of sad inside if she is feeling crappy today. Lots of medicine Kara! Haha...

Well, anyway...that's pretty much it. I hope everyone has a good day and has fun tonight! Yay!

Loves around...

1 more day...

So, I took my test today, and of course there was this 9 point question that I blanked on, but I answered it with what I thought, so hopefully I will at least get partial credit for it. Oh well, what can I do about it now? I hopefully did better than I did on the first test. Other than that, I didn't go to Geography today because I really hate that class. It is so boring and I just don't care anymore. Tonight I have to go to Applebee's with my friend Kendra so we can do our sign language assignment. After that I have nothing else to do! Yay!

1 more day until my birthday! I am really excited to go bowling and go to dinner. I can't wait to see Mila. But, I guess that's all for now. I hope everyone has a good rest of the day!

Loves around...

STRESSING!

Yay definitely...I'm taking a brief break from studying to let everyone know that! Since I got my folder back I've been studying, then I went to class, came home, ate lunch and studying somewhere. Well, at least I got all the material to study for, now I just need to memorize it and make sure I know at least most of it for the test tomorrow. Tomorrow I also have to meet my friends at the UC at 4 so we can go to Applebee's and then I can get that assignment done. So, school definitely sucks. It needs to be the weekend! On Saturday I literally plan on doing absolutely nothing. I'll go work out, come home, shower and then watch movies all day. That will be fun.

Well, that's definitely all I have time for now! I need to go back to studying! Yay!

Loves around...

Well crap...

Yeah, so I go to my LDIC class today and I'm waiting outside to get into the classroom, and this one girl in my class sits next to me asks if I did the essay yet...and yes, you guessed it...I'm thinking "What essay". Well, the Thursday before Spring Break I left that class EXTREMELY early because I just couldn't stand it anymore, and in my voluntary absense she gave out a study guide and essay questions for the test that we have on Thursday. So, you may or may not be seeing Joanna until Thursday afternoon when the test over. I really need to do decent on that test because I bombed the last one, and since I talked to the teacher about it, I'm sure she's expecting me to do well and I don't want to be on her shit list. Other than that things have been okay. I got my Geography midterm back today and I didn't do nearly as bad as I thought I did. I got a C which is okay by me because I was expecting failure. On Thursday I'm going to Applebee's with my friends Kendra and Shaina so we pretend we're deaf. That will be interesting, but I am sort of looking forward to it.

Well, I should study as much as I can before I have to get ready for work and then I'll be studying the rest of the night and tomorrow night! Wahoo! Go me! Anyway, I hope everyone has a good rest of the day!

Loves around...

EDIT: So, the stuff I need to study for my test...yeah, it's in my purple folder at home! Damn it! So, now I either have to go down and get it, or my parents have to come up and bring it to me. Either way, much inconvenience is involved! This isn't turning out to be a good week!

Oops...

Yeah, so I went to my first class today and discovered that I forgot my purple folder at home...with like eveything in it. Oops! Thankfully only one important thing was in there and I got another one, so I guess I'll just have to be without it for awhile. I went to King Soopers and Target today, and let me just say, that it was scary. But I wanted to get everything I needed before it gets really bad because I heard that it was supposed to be worse tonight.

I really hope it's really bad where I don't have to go to class or work tomorrow. Haha...wishful thinking, I know. I think I'm getting back my Geography test tomorrow and I'm scared for it because I know I didn't do too well on it, but I just don't know how well I did. Oh well.

Well, that's all for now. I hope everyone survives in the snow!

Loves around...

Blah...

So, for some reason or another I am feeling quite...meloncholy? Is that how you spell it? Meh, I don't care. I'm in Greeley now and I really don't want to be here. I just want to go back home. I kind of feel like a baby, but for some reason, I'm feeling kind of lost...like what I am supposed to do now? I forgot how boring it is up here...and I'm not really doing anything different...I didn't even watch that much TV. I guess I'm used to being without it. But, at least at home I could go play with the dogs outside or take them for a walk or something. I also didn't get to see Mila at all this Spring Break and that really bummed me out as well. I saw her the first Saturday for like 3 hours, but that was it.

I just really can't wait for summer. I mean, I know I'll be doing the same thing as I'm doing up here...work and school. But, I don't really care. It's still a break from Greeley. I don't know what really is bringing this on, but whatever. Hopefully once tomorrow comes and I get back into the swing of things everything will seem better. But who knows. Hopefully I'll at least be happier on my birthday.

Well, I hope everyone has a good day at school tomorrow.

Loves around...

Difficult times lie ahead...

Okay, so...not really. My family and I celebrated my birthday today and we all went to Red Robin and my brother gave me Goblet of Fire on DVD! 2-disc Deluxe Edition! Yay! I will be watching it soon. My digital camera hasn't come yet, but my mom gave me a shirt from Old Navy because she felt bad that I didn't have anything to open. I don't care of course, because I'm getting a digital camera finally!

Tomorrow I have to get up early because I am going with Mila's mom to work so I can get my 5 hours of observation done. I think it will be really fun. I'm not really looking forward to waking up that early, but oh well. I can always nap when I get home.

Well, other than that, not much has been going on. Oh, well, I did get my job back at Bed, Bath and Beyond for the summer! That's good news and I am very happy about that! Hopefully that will replenish my bank account. Haha...

Well, I should go to bed since I'm waking up at 6:45 tomorrow morning. I hope everyone is having a good Spring Break so far and I will see you all next week!

Loves around...

Oh good! SNOW!

Blah, it's so freaking cold out! What the hell is with this crazy weather! Well, anyway, I'm done with classes for the day and I'm done with work until the week after Spring Break! Yay! Kristine is supposed to come by today at 2 to show others the house and we all wanted to talk to her about the house for next year. But of course, it is now almost 2:30 and she has yet to show up. Grr! I hope she comes soon so I can tell her that we're interested in the house.

But other than that, I am so looking forward to going home tomorrow (if I get to go home...it all depends on weather and whether or not we get to sign the lease!). This whole house thing is so frustrating. I just want to get someplace even if it isn't in that good of shape. Well, hopefully she'll get here soon!

Well, that's all for now...I hope everyone is surviving this weather!

Loves around...

Yay...no more stress...(ish)

So, I'm done with my Geography midterm! Yay! I don't know how well I did, but it's my own fault for not studying more. I think I at least passed it. Or at least I hope I did. My sign language class was cancelled today and I was a little bit pissed because I could have definitely slept a little bit longer today. Oh well. I have one more assignment to do for my language disorders in children class and once I turn that in on Thursday, I'll be done and I'll get to go home for a week! Yay! I am very excited about that.

But, other than that, there isn't much more going on. I am so excited for my birthday and I know everyone is going to have a lot of fun! Only about 2 weeks left! Yay! Well, that's about all for now. I hope everyone has a good rest of the day!

Loves around...

I should be studying...

Yeah, I definitely should be, and I did for like 15-20 minutes. But, I really don't care about Geography that much and I think I know enough to at least pass the test. So...yeah, I'm done...haha. Maybe I'll study a little bit more later. I at least finished my Women's Studies midterm and turned that in so I don't have to worry about that anymore. Once I get through this test and work tomorrow, I'll be stress free until after Spring Break. Well, at least with school stuff. I am kind of worried about getting my job back at Bed, Bath and Beyond. I really hope the management didn't change. I think I will be able to get it back though.

But other than that, my day has been pretty okay. Work was sucky but it at least went by pretty fast and I hope that it goes by fairly fast tomorrow too. Well, that's pretty much it for now. I hope everyone had a good day!

Loves around...

Okay day...

Today wasn't too bad of a day. I had to work, but it went by pretty fast because they had me cut fruit pretty much all day. I came home and did some homework, but I think I'm done with that for tonight. I think I'm going to spend the rest of the night watching the Oscars, and if it is over at a decent enough hour, I might to some more homework. But, we'll see...haha.

I'm doing better since Friday obviously. I'm a little bit over it already, but it's still sad when I think about her. I'm sure that will go away as time goes on.

Well, it's short this time. I hope everyone had a good weekend and I hope everyone has a good week! Yay for Spring Break next week!

Loves around...

Goodbye...

It's over. They took her away and now she's gone. I didn't think it was going to be this hard, but it is. It'll be all okay in the morning.

~In Memory Of~
Chloe Angelina Vaccarelli
June 9, 1988-March 3, 2006

Okay...life doesn't suck that bad...

So, today was a much better day all things considered. It's Ash Wednesday so now I can't eat meat on Fridays until Easter and no more Ben and Jerry's either. Yeah, buddy. I did my presentation today and it went okay. Definitely not great, but oh well. At least it's done and I don't have to worry about it anymore.

I'm also going to go home tomorrow instead of Friday because I don't really have to be in Women's Studies because we're doing more presentations and I wasn't planning on going anyway, but I figure I'll just go home Thursday. I'm also really worried about how I'm going to be when we put Chloe down. I mean, I'm fine now, but I say that when I'm not really thinking about it too much. I'll see how it goes Friday.

I just really want it to be Spring Break right now. Everything would be over and hopefully I can talk to people at Bed, Bath and Beyond and hopefully be secure in a job over the summer. We'll see though. If not, well, that would suck.

Well, that's about it for now. I hope everyone has a good rest of the day!

Loves around...