Yay for Halloween

Today definitely didn't feel like Halloween, but oh well. I went to my first class and it was cancelled (of course), so Kendra and I went to Starbucks until our 11:00's. We ran into someone who is in our ASL class and he made us animal balloons because he was clown today. Of course once I get to Women's Studies, it pops and scares the hell out of everyone. Oh well. Then I went to my Anatomy class and she moved back our quiz until Thursday which is good since I barely studied for it. Then I came home, had lunch, and then went off to Film. Good times...blah.

Tonight was fun though. Chris and I went to Target and splurged (I won't be doing that again for awhile). I got new pajama pants and another long sleeved shirt that's like my other one except it's dark green. We also got some candy for ourselves, so that was fun. Then we got into pajamas and watched The Mummy. Good times.

So I guess tomorrow things have to start getting serious again and the studying and homework need to start up again...blah again. At least tomorrow's November and that's a whole month closer to break. Yay! Mila is coming down the weekend after this one and we're going to hang out...I'm very excited about that. Other than that, nothing much has been going on lately. I'm just very anxious to register and be done with classes this semester.

Well, that's it for now. I hope everyone else had a good Halloween. I hoped you enjoyed The Lion King, Kara! See you all tomorrow!

Loves around...

Okay, seriously...ready break!

Yeah, I'm so ready for a break. I cannot wait until Thanksgiving...be away from Greeley for about a week (I'm going home that Tuesday...maybe even Monday, depending on if any of my Tuesday classes are cancelled), and I really can't wait to eat some actual real food! I think that will be the most exciting thing that happens to me...haha.

Anyway, school sucks, but at least I'm doing pretty good. I got an 86 on my Clinical Strategies midterm (freaking hardest test ever) so I know I'm not a lost cause when it comes to my major...yay! All of my classes are going fairly smoothly for me...I just wish they were all over so I can graduate.

This Saturday is the Halloween party, which I guess I'm looking forward to. It will be fun to meet new people and hang out with friends and such...hopefully we all won't get TOO drunk...haha.

I've also not been home in forever it seems like. This year is the most time I've spent away from home in my entire college career since last year at this time I went home every weekend for a month because my grandma was in town. I guess it's good though, knowing that I can spend this much time away from home and my parents and not miss it all too much. It's good to know that I can survive on my own for a good block of time...haha.

Well, anyway, it probably should be bedtime...but maybe not since eating half of that gigantic chocolate cookie...yay! Anyway, I hope everyone has a good rest of the night and good week!

Loves around...

Ready break...

Yeah, I wish we got a break. Blah. Anyway, today is going okay so far. I went to work (and turned in my homework on the way), came home and showered, talked to my dad for a bit, went to the grocery store (bought way more sauce than needed so some jars are nicely residing on my shelf until I need to use them), and now I'm doing nothing and I plan on doing that for the entire weekend. Tomorrow I'm probably going to go to the mall to buy some makeup for my everyday use and also for the party and I might wander around Target for awhile.

Other than that, I've felt like I haven't seen anyone in days...but I guess being busy is good...it makes the time go by faster. Well, nothing much else is going on...I hope everyone has a good weekend!

Loves around...

Winter....

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"You must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"

He says when you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm still here waiting
Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace?
But I only can see myself
Skating around the truth of who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Never change....

This sucks...

Yeah, so I'm unhappy today....don't ask me why because I don't know. I woke up at around 9:30 today...and decided not to go to my gym class because I was really not in the mood for it today...and I get 3 free absences before he starts taking points off, so I just cashed in my first one. I'm stressed out about my sign language midterm tomorrow and my clinical midterm on Wednesday. I really wish I didn't have to work tonight so I could stay home and study for it. I also have to meet with my partner tomorrow night at the library to work on our treatment plan, so yet again I'm taking time away from studying. Blah. I really just want it to be the weekend again.

I am really just sick of everything. I really just want to graduate and then get the hell out of Greeley for awhile. I really don't want to have to wait a year and a half. Whatever, I hate school. I can't wait for a break.

And you know it's October...shouldn't it be getting cold? I don't have my summer clothes up here anymore because it's supposed to be winter! BLAH! Haha...okay, that's all.

I hope you all at least have a good day

Loves around...

There can be plus sides to life...honestly

It's the little things in life that go right that make me happy. The Comcast guy came right on time today and fixed the problem so hopefully the internet won't be going out anymore or at least not as much. Then as soon as I'm thinking that I won't be able to do laundry tomorrow, James comes knocking on the door and he fixed the dryer (for now). And only after 2 days of reporting the problem....that's a step up for him. But don't open it while it's still going I guess. So, tomorrow I'll be able to do laundry and not have to worry about where I'm going to dry my clothes.

In other updates, I have my observation today and I am hoping that it won't be cancelled because I really just want to get things over with. I meet with my partner tonight at the library as well to work on our treatment plan, and I really just want to get things done so I can stop worrying. The good thing is that partner is just as worried about it as I am, so we're both working hard and doing equal work which is good. The last thing I would have needed is having a partner who didn't do anything.

I'm happy about tomorrow because I have work from 10-2 and then I'm done. All I have to do after that is shower and do laundry and study for my test on Wednesday. And then I'm excited for Saturday because Kara, Sarah, Kara's mom and I are going dress shopping at David's Bridal. That will probably be the highlight of my week. I really just want it to be Thanksgiving or better yet Christmas break so I don't have to worry about much anymore. Blah. The tension in the house is still here, but I don't think it's as prominent, so I'm feeling better about it all. Hopefully things will start working out soon.

Well, that's about it for now. I hope everyone else is having a good day!

Loves around...

SO not in the mood....

I'm done with everything I've decided. I just don't care anymore. I'm sick of school, I'm sick of work, I'm sick of the drama that seems to continually waft through our house. I'm actually getting kind of worried with all the tension that someone is going to explode....and I really hope that someone isn't me....but with the way I'm feeling lately, it very well may be. Sometimes I just don't understand why we all can't sit down and come to some sort of agreement without someone getting pissed off at someone else. I'm generalizing here, so don't think I'm attacking anyone personally, because I'm not. It just seems more stressful and more strained than last year and to be honest, it's getting kind of annoying. If this post makes anyone mad, I'm sorry, because that is not my intention...I just wish we could all talk to each other.

I don't know....I guess I'm just emotionally and physically drained and just don't want to feel like I'm walking on eggshells with everyone. I'm sure you all feel the same way. If any of you want to talk to me about anything, please let me know, because I would actually appreciate that a lot. Anyway, I have to get ready for WORK...blah. See you all later.

Loves around...

F this....

So, today was not such a good day. The moment I woke up I knew I was in for a blah day. I went to my first 3 classes today, and decided to skip film because I don't feel like walking all the way to Ross especially with how I'm feeling, and then walking back, changing quickly and then basically running to my observation. So, I'm just going to hang out until my observation at 5:20pm, write up the report while I'm there, turn it in to my teacher, go home, shower, make dinner and then do nothing for the rest of the night and hopefully tomorrow I'll get to sleep late-ish since I don't have any classes. I have actually decided to ask Peter if I can switch shifts on Fridays because waiting around until 2 is okay, but I would rather get done at 2 and then just have the rest of the day to lounge, or study or do homework...whatever.

Well, that's about all for now. I hope everyone is having a better day than me. Talk to you all later.

Loves around...

Back in Greeley until I feel the need to go home again....

So, I am back for probably quite awhile unless something drastic comes up or I just get sick of Greeley sooner than I think. My parents are back, and happy to be home. They gave me 2 shirts and a hoodie (which I'm sure will soon be my favorite hoodie) and a necklace made from Morono glass. It's nice, but I'm not really that much of a necklace person, so I might wear it a couple of times, but then who knows.

We celebrated my brother's birthday today which was okay. My dad made his sauce again, and I have some in the fridge so no touchie...haha. He also fixed Kara's computer, so yay! Overall, it was a pretty nice weekend, but I'm glad to be back again too.

Well, that's pretty much all for now....I still have some homework to finish up and a test to study for on Tuesday...yippee. I hope everyone else had a good weekend!

Loves around...