Whatever...

I am in the worst mood ever. I'm just really sick of everything. I'm sick of life not going how I want it, I'm sick of school, I'm sick of TK, and I'm getting sick of feeling like I'm not allowed to be in a crappy mood and just be miserable without people having to call me on it. Along with this crappy weather for April, I didn't get the job I wanted and of course they call and tell me. I would have rather they just didn't call and let the people who didn't get it find out by lack of phone call instead of hearing the monotone voice saying "we appreciate you coming in and talking to us, but unfortunately we don't have a position available to you." (that would be translated to "you would suck at this job"). I also got the shocked "what!?'s" from my parents because they were so certain that I would get it...yeah, another downer. Then I get a lecture from a friend that I shouldn't work at the dining hall anymore and that there are so many opportunities out there for me and that I should just quit TK and find another job. Yeah, easier said than done. Right now I think I just want to make my life as easy as possible and just go back to the job that I already have instead of getting a dozen more disappointing phone calls telling me that there are no positions available to me.

Whatever...things will look tomorrow I suppose.