What a week...and it isn't even over yet

Okay...so this week has been really emotional lately and it isn't even over yet. All this shit is going on all at once and it's making me sick...literally. Last night I had this massive vertigo attack that doesn't happen unless I'm stressed. Whatever.

But today was the suckiest day out of the whole week. I had to go grocery shopping which cost me like 50 bucks and I had to get my brother a birthday gift because he's turning the big 2-4 on the 27th.

Family issues are the big percentage in my emotional state...but there are some roommate issues as well. I talked to Chris for awhile after I got back from the store and we tried to clear things up and hopefully things will start to get better...but no one knows. I'm sure it's hard for everyone to make time for everyone and it's all understandable, but it still doesn't make easier not to feel hurt or excluded. I talked to Garrick too for a bit and he cleared some things up and tried to make me feel better about everything. Which he did a little bit.

My parents had to leave for Texas tonight to rescue my grandma and her two dogs Sadie and Sami from Hurricane Rita. That kind of makes me sad because my grandma will be at my house for who knows how long and I'm stuck in Greeley.

I'm also seriously considering not returning to UNC next year. I know that's a serious decision to make, but it is something that I have been thinking about for awhile. I don't know where I'd go though...I don't think it's the school that's bothering because I really do love this school...I think it's just being away from home. Which sounds bad because I'm 19-years-old and I can't stand to be away from home for more than 2 weeks. Maybe it's only because last year I was home every weekend and now that I haven't been going home as much it's new to me to be away from home so much. I seriously can't wait until Christmas though. A whole month away from school and work will be nice.

Well, I'm done now.

Loves around...