And to top it all off...

Okay...so today has been weird. I went to classes this morning feeling okay. Then I come home and read Garrick's blog and now I'm scared shitless. He basically said that he is going to kill himself and that everyone would be happier when he is gone. Yeah, what the fuck. So we all went to go try and find him and we eventually did at the UC. Chris is talking to him right now and I hope it's going all right. I have another class and work today...but I'll be done at 6. I just want to know what's going on right now and hopefully everyone will be willing to share at least some information with me.

It's just scary because I've never been in this kind of situation before. I just don't understand what the hell is going through his head. And it definitely feels like it's some sort of cry for attention because why would he say he's going to kill himself and then spend time going to class and printing off notes.

It just really angers me that he posts shit like that and it really upsets me. I definitely hope things do get better.

That's it for now...

Loves around...