Horrible day...just blah

So, today was the shittiest day ever. I want to apologize if I dampered anyone's mood tonight or if I shared information that wasn't desired to be heard. Not only did I have to go to work and was thinking about someone all day...my brother and I are in a so called "MySpace argument". We've been sending each other messages back and forth to each other explaining faults to each other. He thinks that I think everyone hates me...but I actually just think he hates me. Now I'm kind of dreading going home on Saturday solely for the reason that I will see him and he'll pretend nothing is going on. Ugh, whatever...I'm making a big deal out of nothing, I know I am. But, I'm always afraid to tell him how sometimes he can really hurt my feelings and not even really be a brother to me at all, and now I am telling him what's going on. We'll see how this turns out in the end.

Well, we got to see LOST at least. That really was the highlight of my day. I even saw John today, but my "crush" on him is starting to damper. I don't know why, but I didn't get excited to see him at all today. I'll still talk to him and everything, but I'm not going to go out of my way to make conversation and try to win him over, even when I'm not sure that he feels anything for me. I should just stop looking for a boyfriend. When it's supposed to happen, it will happen. That's what Mila keeps telling me anyway. It happens when you're not looking for it.

Well, that' s about it. Sorry for my mood...I hope I didn't bring anyone down. Good luck on finals everyone. See you tomorrow.

Loves around...