Oh good! More drama!

Okay, so I thought since it was just the 4 of us now that there would be less drama. Wrong of course. It really is like if it's not one thing it's another, and it is getting really old. It's not anyone's fault per se (I know only the people in this house read this now, so you all pretty much know what is going on, and how I feel about the situation, and those of us involved). I just really wish we could all have a conversation and respect each other (okay, here I go with the venting, sorry if I offend anyone)...I don't like it when someone thinks they are better than me. I don't like it when someone says that I have to have really good justification to hate someone. I have hatred in my heart, everyone does, and me nor anyone else needs to give an explanation to anyone as to why or have someone lecture them on how it's not healthy to think that way. People can believe whatever they want to believe and not have someone challenge them as to why, and expect them to change their thinking. People think differently, that's just the way it is. Yeah, I don't agree with everyone in this house and I'm sure they don't all agree with me, but we aren't about to make each other feel bad or guilty because we think a different way than they do.

I'm not going to name names, but everyone should know who I am talking about. That night that we all sat around and talked about different things like politics and such, I felt that personally I was being lectured by a person who had no right to lecture me. I already have a father, and he doesn't even lecture me anymore because I'm almost 20 years old. I'm sure that it wasn't the intent to lecture, but that is definitely what it seemed like. I'm glad he has his beliefs, and okay, he thinks differently. But, just because he thinks different, doesn't mean that me or anyone else in this house is wrong. I'm also angry at how he went about things with everyone after that night as well. It is time to grow up and not hold things against someone just because they decided to tell you how they felt about a particular thing that was said.

People are different, people change, people grow. We aren't on the playground in elementary school anymore. Things don't automatically go away because recess is over. This is real life now. You actually can lose friends and lose them forever because of something stupid.

I hope the person that I am talking about actually knows that I'm talking about him, and actually THINKS about what's going on and how if 3 of us think the same thing, maybe it actually is a problem with YOU and not US. And if you need to talk to me about what I wrote, you know where to find me. But, you have to be willing to talk about YOU and YOUR faults and not everyone else's because it is you that is the issue.

Okay, well I'm done now...more of my insight later...

Loves around...