Taking out my anger via blog...

Yeah, so, a lot has happened since Saturday. But, now we may be looking for now 2 roommates, which sucks, but whatever. Emily acts like we're the bad guys and she's the fucking victim, but she's not. I was there when Chris said we didn't want alcohol and I was there when she said it was fine. It wasn't the fact that it was alcohol, but the fact that we asked her to tell her friends not to bring any. I'm kind of glad that this has happened, just so I don't have to talk to her anymore. I didn't even really do anything to her and she's acting all ape shit on everyone. When everyone was TRYING to talk to her, I didn't say a word, mostly because I knew I would say something I would regret later. It took a lot in me not to tell her friend to shut the hell up. I seriously think it would have gone a lot better if her friend wasn't there. We tried talking to her calmly, but she wouldn't have it. And she thinks we're immature. She's the one who can't handle anything and when something like this happens, she goes home. I used to care about her feelings and that's another reason why I didn't say anything last night. But, today I'm just very angry and if she reads this, good. I don't care if she feels hurt anymore, because if she doesn't care about me, why should I care about her? But whatever, if she doesn't want our friendship, that's fine. I never considered her to be a friend anyway. I just can't wait until next year when it's just me, Kara, Garrick and Chris.

But for now, we just have to deal with it and suck it up, like most 20-year-olds should. Well, that's about all for now. Who knows what will happen next?


"You are a mean girl! You're a BITCH!"
-Janis Ian

(I just thought I would throw that in there, since that's what I'm kind of thinking right now....)

I also want to say that I think Chris, Garrick, and Kara are the greatest friends that anyone could ever ask for and I feel sorry for anyone who thinks otherwise. I'm glad that they are all in my life.

Loves around...