Feeling sad...but kind of not...

Today wasn't a bad day. It could have been a lot worse, but everyday can be a lot worse. I was walking to work today and I all of a sudden felt sad. I really want a boy, but there is a serious boy shortage pretty much everywhere I go. I guess I kind of feel lonely and unloved. Which I know I shouldn't...but whatever, I can't help what I feel. Other than that downer, today was okay. Today was Zach's last day of work, so I won't be seeing him anymore...sad day. It seems like all the student cooks are quitting. Another one quit 2 weeks ago. I hope it doesn't end up just being me at the end of the semester, because that would suck.

Well, other than my lack of boy and work, things are going okay. My mom called me tonight and I told her I started to feel fat, and instead of trying to convince me that I wasn't fat and that I was just imagining things, she was like "Well, stop eating so much and it wouldn't kill you to go to the rec center." Yeah, that's the last time I tell her that I feel fat.

Well, that's all for now...

Loves around...