Ish...

Today was an okay day, I guess. Last night was just the worst because I learned from my dad that we have to start deciding whether or not we have to put our dog, Chloe, to sleep. I have never cried that hard before in my life, even when my mom's friend and my grandpa died (I hope that doesn't make me a bad person). I woke up with puffy eyes this morning so I definitely applied the eye make-up. But, she's old and it's probably time to let go...but it's still hard. I don't remember not having her since we got her when I was 2, so it will be weird when she's finally gone. At least we still have Sadie and Sammi, because hopefully that will soften the blow a little bit. I hate to say it, but it's also kind of a relief because once we do finally put her down, we won't have to worry about protecting her from Sadie and cleaning up after her when she goes in the house. It's sad, but at least we got as many years as we did with her.

I just want to go home and be with her now...but I have 3 classes tomorrow, so I'll leave after Geography since my only class on Friday is cancelled (and thank God, because now I don't have to watch that girl fondle herself again...blah). And at least I'll get to spend as much time with my puppy as possible. That discussion is going to be the hardest of all I think and then having to take her to the vet to have it done. Hopefully afterwards I'll be okay.

Well, that's the update on my life...interesting, I know. I'll let everyone know about Chloe and since I know it's going to be pretty soon, you all are invited to her service (my family is awesome). Have a good day at classes tomorrow and I'll see you Sunday!

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